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I made it 18 days of sugar free living, lost some weight, felt great, it was awesome! Then, via MSN today, the husband tells me that he had to travel into Kandahar, Afghanistan to do some military stuff over the span of a few days. He neglected to tell me this, because he didn’t want me [...] I’ve been trying to explore my feelings more. Go to those uncomfortable places. I’ve been taking chances with people. It’s scary as shit, but also….starting to get a little easier. I’ve had a situation, well, not a situation, but I guess more of an event. A simple one really. Someone offered us supper. In their home. For [...] That’s what gets me, when the kids are in bed, asleep. No way to talk to Glen because he’s 8 hours ahead of me right now, and likely just thinking about getting up to start his day. By the time the void really starts to bother me, it’s too late. No one to talk to anyway, friends [...] We’re 25% into this deployment and it’s really starting to wear. I’m tired of feeling that I’m on my own. I’m tired of people asking how I am, with the expectation on my part to say “Fine! Great! Wonderful!” We military wives are supposed to be made of tough stuff. To put our lives, careers and everything else [...] At no one in particular. Just kinda having one of those, annoyed at everyone and everything kinda days. Annoyed with the military because they have the slowest mail system to deployed soldiers on the planet. I could have driven the packages over there by now. Annoyed with people who can’t or won’t take responsibility for their actions. Annoyed with [...] My first post of the year. 2009 was an learning year for me. I’ve learned a lot about myself, the business and the people in my life. I’ve learned to look beyond the the walls that people put up. I’ve made some real, genuine friends. I’ve burned a few bridges with no regrets. I’ve learned to [...] |
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